Trying to enjoy the routine

I decided to write about a cheerful topic this time , but unfortunately after deep thinking nothing good or positive crosses my mind, I know I may look so spoiled to say so, and I know lots of people in the world suffer more than we do here in Gaza. U can't imagine how awful life is here, every day becomes harder and worse than the day before, plus today just like yesterday and the day before and probably like tomorrow, u can't feel the pain till you are sick!

This routine of everyday life and waiting for the unknown is killing me. Every day u do exactly the same thing without any change, it’s like knowing exactly what you are going to do in the next week day by day, also it's like waking up in the morning going to the office doing ur duties going back home - that's it , and if I you decide to have fun with friends the main subject will be about the situation here, how bad it is, so everyone complain on their own way, so i will end up with depression and gloominess as if I need to hear these conversations.

And the worst part of all is that I have to enjoy it. (who can enjoy the routine?!! no one, but I HAVE to enjoy it, no alternatives)

I mean to live with the routine is a MUST otherwise your done, no choices, can you believe that!! I am now working from home since a week, to be honest I get really bored, but it's better this way than hearing something I really don’t want to hear
And the weird part is I'm laughing, smiling and making fun of everything all the time, anybody who meets me definitely will think I'm the happiest on this planet

Guys, do u have any idea how we can enjoy the routine?!